A group of veteran players began giving me advice on how to deal with an ACL injury. It’s something where when you tear it and you’re in a contract year and there’s all this uncertainty, all these questions are rising. I really had to lean on a lot of the older guys, guys I played college ball with and a lot of guys currently playing with in the league.
A lot of them told me to keep a journal. Just write out my emotions, get everything on paper. Once it’s on paper, they said, it’s not going to be as much in your head. It’s not going to be a big deal. You’ll be able to rehab better. You’ll be more consistent.
During those journal-writing moments, I started to read books. Every day that I was on a training room table trying to straighten my leg, I was reading and journaling.
All of a sudden I started to realize like, ‘man, a lot of these ideas in these books I’ve heard from my coaches at Wisconsin, in the NFL and high school’ and all these familiar messages started to kind of align for me. It’s like I already know the answers to this test. I already know what I need to be doing.
Maybe I can turn this thing into a book.